Cynthia Luvs, 8th April
I'm astonishingly awkward, easily affected and extremely negative.

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It's been more than 1.5 months since I last met any friend. Don't have the feel to meet anyone and all I wanna do is to stay home and find stuffs to do.

Have been doing lots of housework recently, from ironing clothes which is one of my most hated chore to cleaning the kitchen cabinet which hadn't been really cleaned up for years. Yes, years! It's always neglected during spring cleaning so I spent 3 days to clean up the whole kitchen! Feels damn good after that like I did something useful, things loner says!

Also cut down alot time spent on chatting w people since I changed my phone and contact number. I guess it's a good thing afterall since I find it pointless to chat with people who talk to me half-heartedly.

Pretty much nothing to update since I hadn't been going out or interesting things stuffs to update.

Been having really bad gastric problem which acts up every night for 3 nights already for hours which makes me ends up sleeping at crazy 7am or so for consecutive 3 days. Don't understand why too because I've been eating well too. Just on a bad streak, toe recovered from hurting so damn much for 2 days then this gastric problem and now, my left eye is swollen!

Talking about eye, I am so annoyed because it keeps swelling from time to time and I even lost my left eye's double eyelid. It became tapered instead of my usual parallel lid, so upset because it makes my eyes look damn weird and unequal. So depressed and it's been already a month, still not going back to my parallel lids. Le sigh so no motivation to take selfie, oh well!

2 #throwback selfies since this is pretty much a rambling and wordy post.


Can't wait to dye my hair to a new color which I still can't decide if I want something that can last or a color that makes me happy but will decide it when I head to the salon, probably this coming week!

Sometimes I wonder if I should just dye back to black but I know I will regret it when I have to bleach again next time if I wanna get brighter color. Probably just gonna stick to lighter colors till I get older and sick of dyeing!

Can't wait for a short oversea trip the week after next with mom! Someone I am 100% comfortable with and I can totally be myself! Pretty excited to binge, just kidding! Just excited to try new food and explore new places!

Feels so much better after blabbering (typing) so much! Love my online diary best! ^_^