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Last of 2014.

Posted on 31 December 2014 ♥

Had some pancakes craving yesterday so decided to make some pancakes for brunch with blueberries which Zav bought last weekend!

Zav came over for dinner yesterday which I didn't expected because he told me that he is coming over really last minutely when he actually already planned to come. We had homecook Four Cheese Tomato Linguine and some fried chicken for our dinner despite my sorethroat! #nofear

Here's my dinner with the strawberry plate which Zav bought for me at Daiso. He got it because it's my favourite fruit and also because it's made of plastic instead of glass, suitable for the clumsy trouble-maker me! HAHA!

Zav drove me to get some stuffs at the supermarket after dinner which mom asked me to get and also bought some of my favourites like yoghurt etc, loves shopping for groceries the best!

Back home an hour later and Zav stayed till 10plus despite having to wake up really early the next day just to see me perform my stupid jokes or pranks on my mom! Hehe :D

Had a really bad insomnia and only managed to fall asleep at almost 4am then waking up at 7am because I have a final driving lesson at 9.30am before my TP.

Been quite awhile since I last woke up so early and still managed to find time for selfies before leaving house!

Left home at 8.30am after having 2 slices of bread with Nutella! Surprisingly, the LRT and MRT was pretty empty, yehet!

Didn't have much problems or so during lesson and instructor was being extra nice by being really encouraging today, telling me to look out for certain stuffs before the actual practical test.

Test started at 11am and ended at 11.20am with a fail! Great way to end my 2014!

Not the first time but the third time failing this damn shit and it's so frustrating that it costs so much for a test! No one to blame but myself aka bad luck queen. Just not a lucky person and no luck with testers just like what my previous instructor said, "Got skills but no luck also fail one'. *Shakes head* My dog life.

Didn't even bothered to book a new date as I'm getting really really sick of this. Sometimes I just wanna give up but after spending 1K+, such a waste to give up but tired of feeling so drained. Shall see how it goes, not in the mood to book a new date for now!

Went straight home aftermath, feeling really down but still happy with how I didn't ignore everyone like how I usually would do.

Still got the mood to camwhore and stills looks happy in pictures, pictures are indeed deceiving but I guess being down is just for a short while. Just slightly disappointed in myself and hates how unlucky I am most of the time but also ultra efficient when I'm sad, finished up most of the chores at home and some end-month sales report. Woohoo! Ohwell, new start tomorrow, can't wait!

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2014 had been the year where it is one of the longest down period for me and I'm hoping that 2015 to be way better!

Did half of 2014's resolution which was manged to head to Taiwan for a good holiday with mom which we went in September 2014, can't wait to head back again for the awesome street food! Also managed to get out of my comfort zone to learn driving, though I failed thrice but at least it's a step out of my comfort zone which is to stay home all day.

2014 is much kinder to me towards the end of the year and I'm really grateful for that!

(Picture from April, self reminder to take more pictures with mummy!)

Thankful for mom whom never give up on me no matter how much obstacles that I met this year and always encouraging me in her way here and there. Although there are still times where we quarrel and have cold wars but I'm still very grateful to have her whom is always willing to lend a hand when I really needed help! Being there for me, as my listening ears when I have so much to rant from time to time! Totally like my BFF! <3 Thank you Mummy! <3

Didn't get to meet up much with friends this year since everyone is busy with their work etc! Still glad for friends whom will try to find time to meet me even for a small catch up once in awhile, makes me feel remembered and I'm contented enough. ^_^

Been spending most of my time since Oct with Zav, especially after we got together. Always thankful to him even though I don't always show it often!

Someone whom will always leave his off days for me or specially come down for a short meetup or a meal together even after a long day of work when he don't have days off. Always tries his best to satisfy my crazy amount of food cravings even though he might not like the food that I want to eat. Someone whom always go extra miles by taking leave or spending his free time just to accompany me to top up FH racks just because he doesn't want me to carry heavy stuffs and I almost hardly get to carry anything heavy when we are out together. Just someone whom is really similar to me in terms of personalities so I really love having heart-to-heart talks with him, someone who understands me quite well. Endless amount of encouragements whenever I feel down and always someone who is there for me when I really needs someone.

And all the little actions like helping me to wash my plates when my palm and fingers were sensitive to oil and kept peeling. Secretly buying me things which he thinks that I might need like comb, umbrella, portable charger, pan etc. Always felt loved and feel touched even though I will nag at him for spending too much money sometimes. Thank you B! <3

Also very glad that Zav's parents are so accepting of me, always getting me food whenever I go over, specially cook something for me or buying herbal teas for me. Grateful!

Toned down my hair color this year and it's mostly in the shade of faded blonde color for the whole year except for some days where I dye it to purple-black, purple-red, reddish pink or ash green which will usually last me from 2-4 weeks. Can't take too much damages from bleaching which is one of the reason why I didn't play much with bright colors this year!

Resolutions for 2015:
1. Clean up all the mess that I made in 2014.
2. Have a new hobby or learn a skill.
3. Get my driving license *BOBI*
4. Oversea Trips (Taiwan again please, Hong Kong and Korea)

Looking forward to 2015 for another new chapter to begin! Tomorrow is the first blank page of 365 page of book so I hope it will be a good one! Happy New Year!