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Posted on 28 February 2015 ♥

Couldn't get to sleep despite trying my best to sleep since 1plus.

It's now 5.15am and I just finished a cup of yoghurt with some berries because hunger was partially the reason why I couldn't get to sleep. Main reason is because there's so much weighing on my mind although I always tell myself not to think too much! Easier to say than done.

So not looking forward to March because it's gonna be a long 15 days without Zav as he have to be away for his worktrip. May not even have wifi so I practically can't imagine not being able to contact him for half a month. Someone whom I share everything with, even small details of my boring life everyday. Someone who always makes me feel better after a bad day. Someone who always care if I've food to eat or whether I have enough drinks for me in the refrigerator.

Ah, can't imagine neither do I want the dreadful days to come and there's even gonna be one more trip in April and more worktrips in the future. Sigh, couldn't hold back the tears whenever I think about it. Shit, I'm more clingy than I thought I would. Can't wait for my 21st though because those few days are the days where Zav have took leave from work so we could spend the few days together. Yayyy ~ ~