What do you do

when everything you say turns out wrong?

What do you do

when your family decides you are useless?

What do you do

when you have no place to run to?

What do you do

when you are aimless?

What do you do

when your say means nothing and you can't even hear it

What do you do

when things like this rule your everyday life,

and there is nothing you can do about it?

What do you do? 

People say I'm the happiest person they know.
Always bubbly and free.
But I guess they don't know me.

My mask, the one I've been carrying since as long as I can remember,
Has been there for me. The one thing I can count on.
I fake my emotions.
As I have been for the past 18 years.