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 Cynthia Luvs, 8th April I'm astonishingly awkward, easily affected and extremely negative. Contact Me
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Posted on 22 January 2015 ♥ Not someone who likes to be angry but it's really hard to control my anger when things don't go well and having my own space here to rant is the best. Supposed to get my sales payout of FH from a shop event on the 14th January, which is 3 weeks after the event. Gave my account number etc to the staff because they say they could bank it in for me. Checked my account on the 19th and money is still not in so I contacted one of the staff who I've been communicating with about the event. Only got my reply today, after 3 working days and all I get is that they have passed my sales payout to another company and I've to wait for the company to contact me. Didn't even give me any details on how to contact the company. Fucking irresponsible, I fucking swear! First, they said they will bank in the cheque for me then now, my cheque is with a unknown company and I have to wait for them to contact me to make my way down to collect the cheque. WHAT THE FUCK??! And even include a line of 'You may directly contact (Name of another company) if you have any further enquiries.' and have a nice day. NICE DAY MY ASS, spoiled my mood with the fucking irresponsibility and still have the fucking balls to wish me a nice day. How responsible is this and this is not the first time of such problems with this company. Same shits despite different people handling, seriously WIND UP. Canceled my driving test dates which was on March because my instructor asked me to do so and ask me to wait for a earlier date, preferably this month or Feb. Did so then now the earliest available date is in April, told him so and he asked to stick back to the original date which I canceled. Told him that I already canceled it because he asked me to do so and get scolded, so why was I in the wrong when he was the one who said okay when I wanted to book the first available date. Seriously, and now I couldn't even get a earlier slot and have to wait a extra month and NO, i'm not going for a test on my 21st birthday, JUST NO. It's like I'm just kept hanging with no confirmed test dates. SO DAMN ANNOYED!!!! Lost my appetite for the whole day, thanks to people like that. Great, great day! -_________- Alright, felt much better after ranting it all out here and after lots of encouraging words from Zav.
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Satisfied my Domino's pizza cravings on Tuesday which happens to be brother's lunar birthday thus, mom was for the idea on ordering pizzas! YEHET! Ordered 2 large pizzas for the 4 of us and there's a few slices of leftovers but managed to finish them the next day too. Had 4 flavours for the 2 pizzas at $49 because we ordered the half-half toppings, yumz!  So happy to have my cravings satisfied!
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Planned and gave Zav a surprise on Wednesday which happens to be our 100th days! Didn't sleep the night before because I would definitely oversleep so I stayed up till 3am before starting to cook! Menu of the day was Wanton + Fish Balls w Fish Roe and Octopus sausages soup and 'Bulbasaur' wrap which is just Pita bread with Lettuce, Maple Bacon, Satay Sausage, Mayonnaise and Honey Mustard sauce. Didn't took a picture of them because I was busy cooking and packing them, a serving for Zav and a serving for Mama Soo but grab the picture of it on Zav's instagram! HEHE!  Doesn't look very attractive but I would say they taste not bad because I kept trying while cooking. HEHEHE! Went out of house at 5am and was surprised that the LRT starts as early so I took the train down till Yishun and literally run to Zav's house! Managed to reach at 6am which was the time he was supposed to be awake for work! This boy got a cough and sore throat thus, it became a MC day for him! Prepared a portion for Zav's mama for her work but ends up, she was also on MC. Makes me feels extra suddenly, HAHAHA! Glad that the surprise succeeded and happy that the food tasted well and felt appreciated from Zav whom actually finished all of it which was quite alot even though his appetite wasn't well lately! Spent the whole day with Zav at his house, took a long nap from 12plus till almost 6pm! Zav's mama cooked dinner and after dinner, it was nano blocks time which Zav bought for me but have yet to complete all of them! Dessert was the awesome Chocolate Bombs bread from Baker Talent and Strawberry Sundae from McDonald's! So good and so satisfied. Happy day! ^_^
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Dinner today from brother, favourite Chicken Chop!  Posted on 12 March 2014 ♥ Spent my weekend with mom, who accompany me for a 2 days event! So thankful because ultimately, it's always my mom who help me out everytime I need help or just to accompany me when I'm alone though she wasn't feeling well this time round. <3Some food we had!  Tried the new McDonald's Tangy Fillet burger which was pretty good, I quite like the sauce, slightly spicy but not over! Days where I have craving for Shihlin's Oyster Mee sua which is quite shiok! Taiwan Braised Meat rice at the event hall for $5, rice was super yummy and the sauce is very good!! Baked Potato with cheese and cheese sauce from Wendy's, super shiok and sinful due to all the massive cheese! Also dinner with mom on a Friday night! Average but just to fill the tummy!  Finally back home for a good rest on Sunday night after a 2 days event. Just hate some behavior of some selfish people on the way back. Was moving quite a big of stuffs like racks and hangers etc. Waited for the lift FIRST but since there were quite alot people after us, we let them take the lift first since our stuffs would fill up 3/4 of the lift. Then came this family of 3 with total no shame, came only when we waited for the 2nd lift and even tried to enter the lift first. Like HELLO? Who reached first? I purposely moved some of the stuffs in so they had to wait for us to finish loading the stuffs and they enter after we were done. Fine. After we reached the basement from level 4, the door opened the opposite side so we had to go out and move our stuffs before they could get out of the lift. While we were trying to quickly move the stuffs out, the woman whom was the 'mother' of that family have to force her way out of the lift when we are already moving the stuffs out fast. SICKENING seriously, how fast can you be by rushing out when there is only a small gap out from the lift due to the stuffs? 赶个屁， 赶去投胎meh! Irritating, one of the reason why I hate selfish human who can't even help to hold the lift thus we have to use a bag of stuffs to leave at the lift door to sort of help us hold it. Got on uncle's cab after that who bought me some pork floss snack which made me feel better, too angered by annoying human beings. Reached house's void deck and while moving the stuffs, comes a mother and her child. Wasn't facing her as I was carrying the big bag to put on the trolley then this woman had to come say 'EH, EXCUSE' in a loud voice when she wasn't even carrying anything. There was so many routes to the lift, why does they have to take this route which is partially blocked since we are moving the stuffs. Thinking they are being polite, just because they use the word 'EXCUSE'. Ya, excuse your air-head who have to use this route when people are busy with moving the stuffs. So irritated that I literally told her off and say '厉害，你飞咯' (If you so smart then you fly lor). RIGHT, it's not I don't want to let you past but can't you wait for a mere minute till I put the super big bag on the trolley before letting you past? Reason why I would rather stay at home then head out and meet such people, don't even know why they can't fucking wait for a bit. Then again, my mom enjoys seeing me angry because she finds it amusing and funny when I say things back to them. Not sure if I should feel good to be angry or not. And lunch w mom on a Monday afternoon at one of the coffee shop near Eunos MRT! 
Very yummy Orh Lua!
 And super big portion of chicken rice at $2.80 which I did not finish as the portion was seriously big! Spending days either at home or with mom is pretty good because she got me lots of Haagen Dazs ice cream recently! :D :D :D Posted on 06 November 2012 ♥ Things hasn't been going well lately but I sure hope that things will get better! Down with flu, cough and sore throat yet I've to deal with so much bullshits almost everyday. It makes me think why some people can't just make money in a decent way. If you can't hold a event, don't fucking hold it. Rush for payment, you can do it fast but yet, you couldn't provide the event space at the stimulated date at all. Last minute cancellation yet not apologetic at all. Wow. *roll eyes* Not one but 2 different event organizers, major roll eyes. Different people with their different kind of bullshits. Pekcek maximum! But anyway, here's my homecooked lunch x dinner!  Just a short ranting post because I'm so effing pissed off by irresponsible people w their fucking shits. Labels: Rants Posted on 19 March 2012 ♥  You can't hide from everyone, one day your ugly personality will show no matter how pretty you look. Your personality is directly opposite of what you are online, your words and actions don't tally and your action of claiming how real are you and twisting all the facts gross me out totally! Portraying yourself as a perfect angel online when you in real life, is a evil and stupid witch. Stop picking and harping on my flaws or my friend's and family's when you don't see your own. I don't care what you think of me... it couldn't be half as bad as what I think of you. The best way to stand out is to stop trying to fit in. I'd rather be a square than have a circle full of fake friends. The only thing you get from being fake is losing your real friends and gaining more fake people in your circle. Nevermind, too chim for a stupid fuck like you to understand. You're the definition of trying too hard but never there! Awww :( If you're real, why didn't you have a single true friend? Why? Because you give shits to every single one who try to be good to you and put you as a priority. Blame yourself ! Enough of rants. Brother bought me a big pack of Kinder Brueno previously! Super happy because he rarely get me stuffs! :S  Mega shiok-ness! ;D And I met Fate yesterday at Fajar McDonald's for supper at 3am plus with her another friend because this poor girl had gastric until she was numb to the gastric pain! And we actually chatted all the way till about 8am in the morning! Love little h2h chats like this and thankful to know people who don't judge their friends. ;) Posted on 23 February 2012 ♥ Had been staying home for 5 days and I'm so sick of staying home yet I'm too broke to head out because if I go out, I can forget about going to Fate's birthday celebration on Saturday! Speaking of that, I'm so excited! Like finally I can get my ass out of the house! Hiak, 2 more days! :DAnyway! I tried the wasabi fillet-o-fish from McDonald's and the wasabi is nostril-searing hot. Not a fan of wasabi but just wanna give the new burger a try and it's not too bad because the usual fillet-o-fish is really boring but a suggestion is to eat it at home else you will do the 'omg-i'm-gonna-sneeze' face infront of your friends while eating! :S Slept at random crazy timings like 4-5 in the morning recently or even 9-10am! Oh man, my body clock so screwed and when I'm awake, most people would have been busy in their dreams and I would be left alone like again! And yesterday, I actually had my own fun with the remaining helium balloons which was given by Berlin during vday! After playing, I even camwhored without makeup! Brave or what? :P  Many thoughts running through my head while I'm all alone at night these few days. Yup! I do self reflection on myself whenever I'm free, thinking back on all the things I've said or done. I realised I changed alot... why? The world forces me to change. I've changed.. to more self-centered, no longer giving any fucks to those unappreciative bunch of people. I'm really sick of knowing new people then hangout for weeks or maybe a few months then they left my life, leaving me with those memories, be it happy or sad ones. It's like why should I cry with the memories, when you are having the time of your life? Why should I be the one hanging on while everyone else is moving on. I don't understand why some people finds that it's okay to leave your life and then come back as when they feel like it or when they need help, like hello? I'm not your haven or someone who you can come to when you're bored or left alone. I'm a human, I've fucking feelings. Call me selfish or insecure, I just hate those who only bother to contact me only when they have no shits to do or as when they are super bored and need someone to entertain them or when they need help. Like knn, where the fuck was you when I need someone? Talks are cheap, words without actions are bullshits. Don't tell me you miss me when you can't even make an effort to meet me and don't tell me you love me when you're never there for me.  That's the reason why I appreciate and thankful for people who actually make the effort to contact me once every 2-3days, giving me help and support when I actually need it, lending their listening ears and shoulder when I'm down. It's just the handful who do that and I'm happy to know and have them in my life. Because I've been hurt too much times that's why I don't trust people anymore. It's just the handful which I put my 100% trust on them because they have seen me during my worst time yet they stayed through with me. Rest? Nah, i don't need. It's not as if you're food, water, oxygen or shelter, I"ll be just fine without you. ;) I don't need people who don't need me just like if I'm not your priority then don't expect yourself to be in my priority. Feels so shiok after ranting. :D Lol, this was supposed to be a random post but now, it becomes a ranting post! Labels: Rants |