Cynthia Luvs, 8th April
I'm astonishingly awkward, easily affected and extremely negative.

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Thanks for entering back my life and decides to stay. That one year plus of awkward moment between our group and our friendship was the period I really hated but I'm thankful that you're back in my life after our friendship going through all the ups and downs. ;)

I secretly love how we maintain our friendship. We don't contact every single moment or day but we do at least contact each other once every few days and the weird thing is, we doesn't drift. The feeling whereby I know I can contact you if I need someone and you will try your best to think of the best solution for me and all.

And I really like the way we settle on our disagreements and all, like how we almost never argue but just saying on how we feel on certain things and trying to match each other point of view. It's just awesome and nothing more!


Because once upon a time, we were best friends. And, yes, there's been a lot of bad stuff in between. But none of that matters right now, okay? You need me, I'm there. Any time, any place, anywhere. Whatever unhappiness that happens in the past, will remain there and in the future, will just be happy and memorable times spent together ! :D DoubleP & D'machi ♥ ♥ ♥

You listen when I have a problem or when I need a pair of listening ears and help dry the tears from my face. Taking away all the sadness and put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had, laughing till our faces turn blue. Talking of things that only we find it funny and people think we're insane - If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.
Through the good and bad; the ups and downs,
I will be beside you, smiles or frowns,
I will try my best to help you out,
I will reassure you whenever you are in doubt.
I will be there no matter you need me or not.

Good luck for the upcoming poly days which will be really busy and hopefully, there will be time for us to meet up and catch up on each others life like what we're doing now.

Hope you will enjoy your 18th birthday celebrations that we've up for you. Nothing grand but just simple fun. Really thanks for everything you had done for me and I love you! ♥

Labels: Birthday, Dedication

Another random post and not any good one coming up because I'm stuck at home recently and there's nothing much to blog about! But there will be loads of posts coming up after this Saturday because by then, I'm filled with events going on until my birthday is over! :D

And if you don't know, I've got a new phone last Thursday after waiting for 123964932740 years! LOL exaggeration but that's the feeling of using a antique Nokia phone looking like this for 10 months!!


And here's my 5 day old baby, not a really new model but at least it's much better than the old one. Don't ask me why I didn't get iphone because there's no stocks for it when I'm there, god is hinting me to get Samsung Galaxy S2! LOLOL!


Mom helped me to pay the top up for the phone first because I'm still in debt yet my contract is already expired so she brought me to renew! ♥ Had my number changed as well, previous number (9115 ****) is already not in use. Don't hate me when you don't receive any reply from that number.

BTW! I've done up a Fashion Hooks blog already if you don't know yet, http://fashionhooks.blogspot.com! Will update it real soon with a upcoming collection and new promotions specially for April because it's Qiuxia and my birthday month! Yay! :D

200 pieces of apparels from previous collections on sale at http://fashionhooks.com till end of this month! Get em now ;)

Also, big shoutout for Miko who helped me with the banners and all! Personally, I love them so if you are looking for people who are good with graphic designs, you can contact Miko at oh.smileybox@gmail.com :)

LOL, what a title but I can't think of any title for the flea yesterday so yeah, bear with me! :D

Didn't had much sleep the day before flea because I slept at 9plus and was woke at 2am+ by Mervin and we chatted all the way till 6plus in the morning and I can't get to sleep after being woke up so I went to prepare and left house at 11am!


Reached *Scape at 11plus, set up and waited for Amanda to come!

Had McDonald's for lunch and I tried the new Crispy Chicken Burger which was not bad :) Saw few familiar faces during flea too and Fate came at 4plus, to accompany us and help out plus helping us to buy Gong Cha! Yay! *GC fan mode*

Didn't take any picture during the day because Amanda was without makeup and so I only had pictures of Fate in my cam! So here you go...


Ended flea at 8plus and we slacked till 9plus whereby Amanda's mom came to fetch her while Fate + her bf + me went Panjang for me to put down my stuffs before uncle Freddie gave me a free ride to the coffee shop which was rather far away! Sibei loved please ♥

Dinner together with the cab uncle before the couple accompanied me to walk home! Nice people are loved!

Reached home at 1 or so and I literally K.O, too tired! :(

Labels: Flea

Had been sleeping early and waking up at really early timing like before 10am or so! A rather good thing actually, hate waking up late and feeling useless because nothing much which I can complete in the day if I woke up late.

So anyway if you're looking for contact lens, visit I-babydoll now! They have some new promotion and the promotion banner is done by yours truly! *proud* LOLOL!


Don't wait already, their mixed lens spree of Ifairy, Kimchi, Luxury Babe, Fynale, Super Barbie are opened today! Join their lens spree now!


Amanda and I will be at *SCAPE flea tomorrow, from 2 to 8pm! Will reach earlier to set up, come visit us at level 4 if you're at the area ! :D

It will be our last time going to flea together because Amanda has to concentrate on school already and I will be going flea as often recently because next Saturday is a birthday celebration for Peh and another Saturday will be my birthday eve and I'm too lazy to go flea!! Zomg, can't wait! ;)

Remember to head down tomorrow if you are at town! Items from $3 onwards, all brand new! :D

A Malaysia trip without Priscilla for the first time because she is busy studying for a upcoming exam so yep, only Shirley and I went for this trip yesterday! ^-^

Didn't got any sleep the night before because both of us were so excited as it's our first oversea trip together despite it's only Malaysia and it's been like 6 months since we last met! So we was MSN-ing all the way from 5am till 10am whereby she left house and I quickly went to prepare and leave the house at 11 as we was meeting at 12pm! :D

Standard makeup for the day! >.^


Had a hard time on the way to meet her at Woodlands because my footwear was being sucha bitch that I almost fell like 5-6 times on the way there! Omg, I'm such a loser who can't balance well with the barely 10cm shoe! ;( But it's $20+ so I must wear it for 30 times before I can ditch it! LOL! :D

Met up with Shirley at 11plus and she said I was late but I wasn't, our meeting time is 12pm and I was early and she was earlier than me! :P

Went in JB straight because both of us was hungry, went City Square and we stupidly took a RM9.70 cab there when we could walk from the linkway at JB Sentral! *Stupidness*

On the cab when someone was so excited that it can be written on her face!


Settled down at Marrybrown because the mall was having some sort of renovations and we couldn't find Kenny Rogers!

Super bad decision to eat at Marrybrown because the food at the outlet, including the lemon tea I had, sucks big time. The previous time when I went with Priscilla at another outlet over here was so much better! But no point kp-ing so here's my date of the day! LOLOL!


And here's our food at Marrybrown which I've no comments on how disastrous are they. The only edible and not-bad thing was the fried chicken with chili sauce which I had !


Total bill for the meal was RM19.10 (SGD8)! Afffordable but we didn't finished our food. :S

After a little chat during lunch, we went to shop around and sadly, there's nothing much to buy so we cabbed over to KSL City.

And after rounds of walking around, having nothing to our liking, we went to eat Tau Huey. She see me eat = we eat Tau Huey. LOL! Chatted with the shop auntie and I had 2 bowls of Tau Huey, mega shiokness! :D

Because it was only 3pm at the point of time, we decide to head to Kbox Plus! at the mall for singing session! Woohoo! :D First time we went for KTV together !

The KTV is nothing but awesome! Price, place and service, all awesome! We sang for 2 hours at RM50 (SGD20.80) nett which we had to pay first before heading in! No ++ or any extra charges! ♥.♥

We took the small room and it's already damn chio-ly-decorated! See below.


And how can we not camwhore after not meeting for like half a year!


Had loads of fun singing and camwhoring despite that there's only 2 of us!

It was 5plus when we ended our singing session, went to 大马小贩中心, one of the hawker centre for seafood because this Stxn was craving for seafood like mad that she was raving about it almost everyday before the trip!

Was slightly drizzling when we was there and once we settled down, it started to pour like crazily. Heng or what?

Placed our orders with ample amount of stress from the staffs at one of the tze char stall which was opened at the point of time because when we was looking at the menu, they stare at us like O.O and we was like 'OMG! Quickly order' and looking through the menu and ordered with the fastest speed! LOL!

Didn't order crab because it was about RM40 and we was afraid that we didn't have enough RM for the whole meal so we ordered 4 other dishes and the food was served like super quickly! 5 minutes after we ordered, all the dishes arrived! Efficiency is loved! :D


The stingray is fresh, tender and juicy while the sambal isn't too spicy for me because I can't take too spicy! Overall, I love it ! :D


Not too spicy plus it was rather big portion when we ordered the small one but it's not the usual La La we have in Singapore, more like La La's brother! LOLOL, similar but not the same but my mom said this is much more expensive than normal La La!


More than 10 pieces for only $3.30 and it was really crispy plus the mayonnaise is the bomb! Woohoo! :D Love it! ♥


Same as the one from Singapore just that the one over there, comes with light soya sauce! Pretty fresh too, like like like!

Bill came up to RM 59 (SGD $24.50) for above plus 2 lemon tea and 2 plate of rice! So cheap please! *Carry Shop & Save bag* Am so gonna go back for more soon!

It was raining like mad when we finished our meal and because we was so tired that we don't want to sit and wait for the rain to stop, we went to wait for a cab outside the hawker. But there wasn't a single available cab, so we decided to walk in the rain, to the main road to get a cab and luckily there's this nice cab driver who fetch us somewhere in the road and he was being quite nice to chat with us!

Had a long journey back home and Shirley's journey was even longer but overall, a day well spent! Had real fun, good food and great companion! ;)

Labels: Camwhore, Dinner, Food, Ktv, Travel

Was really hungry yesterday morning until I couldn't get to sleep despite tossing and turning for 3 hours plus before I finally gave in and ordered McDonald's delivery because there was no one to eat breakfast with me and I've yet to try the Crispy Chicken Breakfast Deluxe™ Meal so I went ahead and order! :D


And 30minutes after ordering, my breakfast came! Woohoo! :D


The crispy chicken wasn't like what I thought, I thought it will be dry and hard but it's still slightly crispy when it reaches me and it's so juicy and tender! :D Like the patty of McSpicy, just that it's non-spicy! Woohoo, I like I like! :D

Worth the try and definitely going back for more! ^-^

Labels: Breakfast

Recently my shoes from a oversea website arrived! Woohoo, 4 new pairs of footwear for me and I can ditched my 2 old pairs of black footwear which I wear everytime I goes out ! :/

Had to order from oversea because I've uber huge foots that my shoe size is fucking 43 and I can't find a proper affordable pair in Singapore! :(

Anyway, here's the 4 pairs which I got ! ^-^


Basically, I love them! The height of shoe ain't too high and I can't wait to wear them out soon! Bought them at about $20+ per pair including the cost of shipping. Considered affordable? Because I definitely can't get them at my size in Singapore. #BigFootWoes

Hadn't been going out these few days thus the lack of posts but will be back with more posts soon because I'm going to JB with Shirley for a seafood feast which both of us was craving for it! Only both of us going because my darling, Priscilla is busy with studying for her upcoming exams! Goodluck! ♥

And Pris, if you see this, I won't have too much fun without you! XD

Labels: Random

You can't hide from everyone, one day your ugly personality will show no matter how pretty you look. Your personality is directly opposite of what you are online, your words and actions don't tally and your action of claiming how real are you and twisting all the facts gross me out totally!

Portraying yourself as a perfect angel online when you in real life, is a evil and stupid witch. Stop picking and harping on my flaws or my friend's and family's when you don't see your own. I don't care what you think of me... it couldn't be half as bad as what I think of you.

The best way to stand out is to stop trying to fit in. I'd rather be a square than have a circle full of fake friends. The only thing you get from being fake is losing your real friends and gaining more fake people in your circle. Nevermind, too chim for a stupid fuck like you to understand.

You're the definition of trying too hard but never there! Awww :( If you're real, why didn't you have a single true friend? Why? Because you give shits to every single one who try to be good to you and put you as a priority. Blame yourself !

Enough of rants.

Brother bought me a big pack of Kinder Brueno previously! Super happy because he rarely get me stuffs! :S


And I met Fate yesterday at Fajar McDonald's for supper at 3am plus with her another friend because this poor girl had gastric until she was numb to the gastric pain!

And we actually chatted all the way till about 8am in the morning! Love little h2h chats like this and thankful to know people who don't judge their friends. ;)

Labels: Random, Rants

Another weird title but I suck at thinking of blog title! :/

Was called out on Wednesday by Amanda because she wanna go to *Scape to see Dee Kosh for his audition over there. Went with her because I'm nice! LOL wtf, it's because I've no plans for the day so I don't mind going out for breakfast! Food Food, Me luv you! :D

Didn't had any sleep because I was busy packing the room and also because I would definitely oversleep if I goes to bed at the point of time, 3am plus. Prepared and head out at 7am in the morning, one of the earliest day which I actually head out!

Love the checkered shirt that day! ♥.♥


It rained when I head out and I couldn't find a damn umbrella at the time and I don't wanna be late so I just headed out without umbrella in a big rain! #BadDecision

Super packed LRT in the morning and I reached Mandarin Gallery at 8am, talk about punctuality! Sibei zhun please. Hahaha, and Amanda was late for 20 plus minutes because the MRT stopped again somewhere in the middle. Reason why I don't take MRT as often! :B

Went to Scape after meeting up and straightaway, we went to look for Dee Kosh at level 3! He's so friendly in real life and we got free hugs! :D

Burger King for breakfast after that!


Being a really suaku here, my first time having Burger King breakfast! :S

Slacked over at Burger King while listening to the radio till about 10am and we spotted Dee Kosh outside BK which Amanda got her chance to take a proper picture with him! :D


Headed over to Bugis after that and since the KTV wasn't opened at 11am, we went to Bugis Junction for lunch!

Only I ordered because Amanda was too tired so she was sleeping while I was eating! *awkward situation* LOL!


Pretty tasteless but big in portion, price is average. Prefer J's Wok & Grill's Chicken Cabonara which is at $8.50 but much yummier!! :D

Went to get Frolick aftermath as Amanda was craving for them before walking over to Crown Music Box which was previously named Fusion Ktv!

It was $26 for 2 hours, without drinks! Should have gone Partyworld but since we're around that area so bobian! Suck it up and sing! LOL! :D


Satisfied our singing cravings and ended our ktv session at 3pm! :D And here's some Amanda's camwhore pictures, WITHOUT ME ! :(


Went separate ways after the ktv because she had to meet her friends while I'm too tired so I went back home to sleep! And I even fell asleep on the ride home, I wonder if I got open my mouth and drool while I sleep or not? LOL I HOPE NOT :S

Labels: Breakfast, Ktv

Exported most of the previous posts, 260 in total to my old private blog which consist of all my little life details from 2009 and did slight changes to the blogskin because I'm too lazy to find a new one and edit them especially when I suck at coding. Only kept a few post in this blog.

I wanna restart my life anew, not stuck at those old memories where most of the people are already not with me anymore.

Well, people come and go. But it sucks when I remember how good the past was and how things are different today. When I look at them, I can't help but think of how important they used to be to me. Now, they're just a memory. The only thing I could say is 'The best thing about the worst part of your life is that you get to see the true colors of everyone you cared for'.


Some are just not meant to be in my life while some just wanna leave me, I'm fine with anything as long as they don't come in and go out of my life as if it's a door. Am just thankful to have the handful of true ones who are close and there when times are getting blue, trying their best to keep in contact with me despite having new friends. ♥ I don't need a certain number of friends, just a number of friend(s) that I can be certain of.

Seen through too much people and been through too much bullshits. Sick of being questioned and accused. Tired of everything, every single small thing. I'm utterly tired of life. I don't put my faith or trust in anyone anymore. After so much, I got tired of being disappointed constantly. I don't depend on people anymore because I'm tired of being disappointed.

2012 isn't a good year, too much shits but I'm not gonna dwell on those shits and fake ass anymore. Too numb to all bullshits and too tired to give a fuck. Well, gone is gone. Even if we get back as friends, it won't be the same anymore. Most of the time, what I can't forget is the memories instead of the person.

I’m slowly learning to let go of the things that hurts. And most importantly, I’ve grow up and accepted reality. Cause nothing last forever. Whatever that has happened would have become the memories and histories of my life, I'm just gonna work hard to my goals and hopefully, don't go emo as often? ;)

I'm not gonna beg anyone to stay. Stay as you want and leave as you wish. Pick your stand, don't come back as you wish after you leave. I'm not a 2nd choice neither a backup plan.

Feel much happier now! ^-^ More love, less hate, forget the past and look forward to everyday! Fashion Hooks *加油!* Cynthia Luvs *加油!* Hahaha! OMG! *Self high*

Oh btw, I've separated my personal blog and Fashion Hooks blog in case you all too lazy to read my own personal life and only interested in Fashion Hooks' updates! Here you go, http://fashionhooks.blogspot.com! (Will be up soon after fixing the blogskin)

Blog again soon! (#♥.♥#)

Labels: Thoughts